Saturday, October 14, 2006
its being kinda busy for mi these few mths .. haiz .. finally have e time to sit back n think back abt my life ..
ppl say im always smiling .. but do they noe wats hidden behind e smile ?? hmm .. i smile even when ppl were making fun out of mi .. but who cares .. even if i get angry or upset life still goes on .. so why not stay happy .. these had been wat i thought .. or at least wat one of my frenz taught mi ... though we haven been able to be as close as before after one of my childish n foolish act ..
maybe its because i keep everything to myself .. my frenz .. my family tink im alritez and happily alive ..
hahas .. wat a joke .. my life is in such a mess yet i managed to cover everything up with tat stupid smile of mine ..
Studies - regretted for being over confident tat ill get a gd result without studying like e past ... though i did pass .. but its still not gd enough to get a place in any uni .. i reali dun feel like taking up biz management in SIM .. but its e onli way im left with ..even lasalle rejected my application .. who will believe tat i actually came in 4th in a national art competition b4 .. wahahahaha .. im a joke ..
Relationship - lolx .. tis is worst .. its like a plate of spaggetti .. swirling n curling ard .. shant talk abt it ..
Jux learnt to take it as it come no use trying to force upon it when someone tink u sux .. or at least now i tink i sux ..
Shall We Talk is a nice nice song .. listen to it when u have e time .. n i mean e cantonese version ..
12:44 AM
